Leo lingered on the sidewalk. “What happens now?” he asked.
“He’s not a bad man,” she said, before I’d even asked. “He just… he can’t help himself. The horses, the cards, the—” She stopped, swallowed. “He took our son. Said they were going for ice cream. That was seven hours ago.”
I stayed there a minute longer, watching the windows go dark. Then I crushed the cigarette under my heel and got back in the car. The night wasn’t over. Somewhere across the city, another man was telling himself the same lie—that this time would be different.
Inside, the air was thick with sweat and bourbon. Felt tables glowed green under bare bulbs. Men in overcoats stared at their cards like the answers to their ruined lives were printed on the backs. And there, in the corner, was Leo—the husband. He was down to his shirtsleeves, face pale as lard, a stack of crumpled IOUs in front of him.
“Now,” I said, lighting a cigarette, “you decide whether this is the bottom or just another floor on the way down. I can give you numbers. Rehab, gamblers’ anonymous, a shrink who won’t judge. But I can’t make you call them.”
I drove them back myself. The boy woke up as we crossed the bridge, blinked at the city lights, and asked if we’d gotten the ice cream. Leo started crying then. Quietly. The way men do when they realize the only thing they’ve truly gambled away is the part of themselves that mattered.
That’s the truth about vice stories. They never really end. They just change addresses.
I looked at the boy. Then back at the father. “No,” I said. “You don’t. You never do. That’s the vice, Leo. It tells you you’re one hand away from winning. But you’re not playing to win. You’re playing to lose. And now you’re teaching your son the same lesson.”
